1st sem

一个sem就快过去了
不知道自己做了什么
越来越没有方向
有些test都很不认真 不像以前中学那样的格式
一切都很不认真
除了concrete和calculus...
多一个月就final了
很不喜欢大学的方式
很多事情都不是想象中那么的美好

who u want be??
我回答不出
what is civil engineering??
回答的很general
why u choose civil engineering??
what actually u understand??
can i reply that i dun know??
i dun know i dun know i dun know..
i'm not serious and not responsible to my life..
what actually i want i also dun know..
i'm in ruin??
cheating during marking the paper..
is it the way to survive in university??
this makes me EMO..
half a year to study 7 subjects..
ppl r vry clear to the way they want to walk..
i'm so blur..everythgs vry blur now..
wat should i do??
concentrate and hardworking on study to gt 1st honour??
i know this is vry hard for me..
as i know tat my standard..

yea.. i'm homesick...